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Not To Be Outdone

by Greta and The Goldfish

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1.
I can't wait for the night When I lose myself at the bottom of a bottle of wine And i don't know why i feel the need to glorify The destruction of my liver The destruction of my life And i'm up 'till five in the morning writing Bad poetry and wishing for another better life Where you can stay with me and Not be pulled away from me far too soon Oooh I'm like a dead dog the following day Make me better than this Make me better than this I am a cardboard person Comprised of false emotion And photos of my parents taken back in '83 'Cause they were cooler than i'll ever be What happened in the end? I have visions of those smoky basement nights With bowie playing on vinyl in the background 'Cause we're too cool for CDs Or whatever new technology we'll have in 2022 Oooh I'm like a dead dog the following day Make me better than this Make me better than this
2.
Frankie, if you're angry you should let yourself cry You will never have an answer so don't ask yourself why It's a waste of time, frankly, If you're so inclined, Frankie, You should get yourself high, dye your hair and get a nose ring and Cop on Before you know it this will all be gone The way of pennies and of blights, and of your cemetery nights, so walk on You are stoned and you are strange You are terrible at change so you should die a tiny death and close your eyes and take a breath And Settle yourself, Francine The things you said when you were off your head don't make you a libertine You're just a mean drunk, Francine you've been sunk By a guy you made of polythene Now you won't live to see nineteen Francine You've been wrapped up in white flannel, you've been pinned onto the wall Remember when the sky was wide and you were ten feet tall? And the city opened up and you just let yourself fall You never thought "when I am halfway down, who will I call?" And now you're small and you have cracked your lovely crown There's no more gossamer and gold, just pick yourself up off the ground And move on, This does not make you profound, Frankie, You know how you're wound, Frankie, Far too tight for far too long, so get up and get on And Settle yourself, Francine The things you said when you were off your head don't make you a libertine You're just a mean drunk, Francine you've been sunk By a guy you made from polythene Now you won't live to see nineteen Francine
3.
Will angrily gluing Cardboard to cardboard solve your trauma? Or will you always and forever be frightened of sedans? God's perpetually fucking with the best laid plans But he could throw a little sympathy your way I have to say That you've handled this wreck Better than I've handled indirect rejection What does that say about your character? Or rather what does it say about mine? I digress, I'm doing fine, But I'm impressed by your ability to keep calm and carry on And I wanna know your favourite song So I can play it for you Loudly in my kitchen You may not hear it, But I think that it's the thought that counts And I will tell you all the parts you're missing If you listen hard enough you might hear something To confirm you're not losing your mind Just a little bit of supermarket white noise And you'll be fine What the hell kind of difference does another fight With your mother make? So much for the language of love You make it sound like the language of hate And I think it's great that you don't get too attached Shave your head and feel your hair slip through your fingers It's amazing that you're totally unfazed By the time you almost died Maybe even when you were flying through the air You knew that you'd survive Or maybe you were just unconscious Either way it's been five years Here's to you and all your brutal honesty I know that he appears to be Doing absolutely fine But that pretty boy you cared about so much You destroyed him, I think that it's time For me to teach you basic empathy And in return you can teach me how to repress all my obsessive tendencies Is this an ending or will this be the end of me? Will this be the end of me? Will this be the end of me? No, I'm not finished, I refuse to be. I'll be better this time around And I won't let me let my old friends get me down And I won't forget the awful things we said But I will still try to forgive 'Cause I'm not finished yet And all I wanna do is live
4.
Rebecca 03:25
I'd have loved to be by your side When you won your first academy award And I'd have stayed For your second, third, your fourth that never came So long as you didn't get too bored of me I'd stay until you dies I'd take your name Lemme be your muse, baby, Tell me why you're so confused, baby, Said you saw a ghost onstage So go audition for some other plays The Thames is nice tonight, though I wish it were the Liffey, But when the city lights it up I've gotta say the river looks pretty And I'm not ready to go home yet, so Call me Rebecca and take me back to your place I'd love to see the way the lamplight hits your lovely little face Pour me some wine and let me fall asleep by your side I didn't even notice when the lilacs died I got so wrapped up in my pity, in my loneliness and pride So I'd just hide myself away and watch another of your movies Covered in chip crumbs and smelling of smoke, Oh, what a pity, what a joke this night outside has come to be I made myself so pretty and all she seems to see Are the ways she could get killed in this comically small city And the bugs on the bank of the river And if this is as good as it's ever gonna get, won't you Call me Rebecca and take me back to your place I'd love to see the way the lamplight hits your lovely little face Pour me some wine and let me fall asleep by your side By your side Oh, won't you Call me Rebecca and take me back to your place I'd love to see the way the lamplight hits your lovely little face Pour me some wine and let me fall asleep by your side
5.
I know it's never gonna feel the way I thought it would 'Cause when everything is golden Nothing feels good Wish I could float above the neighbourhood, get swallowed by the sound But nothing feels good, and I am planted on the ground. It'll all fall away, I know In the end it will be buried by the snow And I will walk through all the streets I knew when I was all alone And I will make my way to you, I'll make it through the wild walk home And when I see your smile I'll shake off the snow on the lino Laughing like a child And I remember the way the water glittered in the sun And the way I split it open with my hands and how I spun And swam and splashed around in circles, saw the algae growing green And how the only thing I wanted was to be eighteen I could see the way I'd glow Like an actress I'd make all the world my show But I am old enough to understand that I misunderstood 'Cause when everything is golden Nothing feels good And I'll stop swimming in a while And come hold you close on the shoreline Laughing like a child
6.
All I ever wanted was to live my life and fall in love I've all I ever wanted, all I wanted's not enough So I toughen up and grit my teeth My great white shark smile The February sun sinks into dark I sit and think a while And write down my excuses for my grandkids to read So they can live with the illusion that as I planted seeds I knew just what I sowed I hope that sunflowers and snap peas are all that I grow But I know That even if I watch the garden bed I may only get weeds So I'll roll the and I'll smoke them and I'll let it in my head And what will be will be I never meant to plough along without a plan And now it feels as though I'm drowning in my friend's sedan When all I thought was gonna happen Was I'd sit out in the yard And strum along to campfire songs And stare up at the stars But now my cup is overflowing Liquid's dripping through my hands Oh, who the hell decided I should plough along without a plan? Oh, Jesus Christ, Just try to get your head on straight You've gotta be up in the morning Try not to stay up late But I know That I'll be tired when I wake up, even if I sleep So I'll close my eyes and try to make my mind go blank And what will be will be
7.
You're passing Tanzania for the seventh time today Somehow you didn't factor in how lonely these things feel from far away Oh, Laika, You didn't have much choice in the matter A couple three skinners and the price is right Might leave you with some comfort, make you feel at home tonight You didn't think a place could feel flatter than the places you've been Oh, Laika you're living in the land of the venial sin Eat all the sweetened cream you like, they still won't let you in Oh, Russia's perfect sweetheart, how I wish your life were mine Oh, Laika, caught in orbit 'til the end of time I might miss the comfort of the streets I know I was born into the spring but I have learned to live in snow Moscow has been cruel to me, but that might be my own doing What's the good in pursuing anything here? Perfection and connection will all disappear Oh, Laika, when you're staring at the city from the stratosphere, you'll see how good it all could've been Oh, Laika, you're living in the land of the mortal sin Continue with your platitudes, it all still feels so thin Oh, Russia's perfect sweetheart, they caught you in your prime Oh, Laika, caught in orbit 'til the end of time
8.
I will not let this pass me by Even when the sky cracks open and pours its sorrows down on us I'll wade my way to you, through rivulets and ruts As the rain runs down our teenage skin, so thin the water covers us in cuts But we will share a cigarette And forget about the stinging, singing songs of our regrets and our wet feet And we will find our song complete And let it go, and like the snow We will melt into the sea And I will get to say fuck you to the people Who I thought would be my friends and left me lonely in the end Let me tie myself on knots And I will let you keep me company On sticky summer evenings, keep me even, keep me breathing, hold me close And stare into fading sky I will not let this pass me by I think tonight was made for us We will walk down past the coffee shops, The bus stops and the buildings turned to rust To the rooftop, or the river, or the sea We will walk between the raindrops Where the city keeps its conscience and its keys And we will let ourselves be swallowed by the light And I will raise you indie music to your Eliot and Wright And I will hold you in my left hand, reach my right to all I see For I've become so many things I swore I'd never be And I will get to say fuck you to the people Who I thought would be my friends and left me lonely in the end Let me tie myself on knots And I will let you keep me company On sticky summer evenings, keep me even, keep me breathing, hold me close And stare into fading sky I will not let this pass me by
9.
The Goldfish 03:55
I'll be sitting by the window in my dressing gown when you tell me that you love me Cigarette in my hand, you'll stand above me, black haired and black lunged and beautiful and clean I've been fucking poisoned by your scene This town is getting smaller by the day And I have seen you everywhere but my ash tray Since the day you said that you don't want me and that I should go away My apologies, dear I'm a burnout, a goldfish, sprawled out and I'm drowning in air Can I try again? Whoever you want to be near, I'll pretend to be, here I am Love me or leave, no please don't go, I know you don't need me but I'll try to show you you do, Third time's charm, for the goldfish, for me in the window and you You stick to all my skin like glue I filled up my collarbones like cups for you And I am tired of being tired, of being painted green and blue For someone with a pretty face I never really knew I think it's time to start again Watch all the tar that bubbled up slip down the drain And I can see you gilded, illuminated, wrapped up in cellophane But you belong in darkness, and there you shall remain My apologies, dear I'm a burnout, a goldfish, sprawled out and I'm drowning in air Can I try again? Whoever you want to be near, I'll pretend to be, here I am Love me or leave, no please don't go, I know you don't need me but I'll try to show you you do, Third time's charm, for the goldfish, for me in the window and you
10.
I almost think I'm pretty when I see myself onstage Or when the sweet June evening casts my shadow on a page Scrawled all over by some messed up kid And I may still be wrong, but I know better than I did I swear my magnum opus is one shitty night away But I don't think today will be the day I wrap it all up neatly in a two-five-one So I'll watch my parents' garden sway This is not to be outdone But don't you ever wonder how it feels To be on the other side of forty-five? Oh Will the desperation biting at our heels Subside, recede to once upon a time? Or will we find ourselves alone? And I am only two beers in But somehow in the loneliest I've ever been A pasty face lost in a crowd, Deep in a dive in my hometown And I wanna love the water but the water pulls me down And back home when it first came flooding in We salvaged our stuffed animals and gin And we tried to run right by it, Saw it couldn't be outrun So we emptied buckets, one by one This is not to be outdone But can't you say you love me one more time? Maybe I will finally let myself believe it Come on, stand above me, Please don't say you're fine Be the one to reach out when you need it 'Cause I don't wanna feel alone But maybe it'll all work out alright Maybe we'll all catch each other Right before we fall And tape our crowns together In the fading light And beautiful and shining we'll be ten feet tall And we won't have to be alone

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Our first studio record! Some new stuff, some old stuff, and a whole lotta love. Thanks to everyone who helped us along the way, and everyone who listens.

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released December 23, 2022

Greta Warner - Vocals, guitars, synths, misc
Aidan Langer - Guitars, synths, mandolin
Christian Spencer - Bass
Nicolas Riou - Drums

Michelle LaCour - Recording/Mixing
Sarah Shin - Mastering
Recorded at Michelle LaCour's home

Special Thanks:
Raine Miller - Freshest Fish
Jack Harrhy - Unofficial Photographer
Bad Times Club - Friends of The Fish
Pumpkin & Oscar - Studio Mascots

Songwriting Credits:
Greta Warner - Lyrics & Composition
Aidan Langer - Additional Arrangement
Christian Spencer - Additional Arrangement
Nicolas Riou - Additional Arrangement

Funding provided by ArtsNL and MusicNL!

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Greta and The Goldfish St. John'S, Newfoundland and Labrador

Greta Warner just wants to enjoy her life and make music despite it all: thus, Greta and The Goldfish was born. Inspired by everything from Steely Dan to Joe Jackson to Andy Shauf, Greta's style of indie rock songwriting is complex and atmospheric, with fast paced, observational lyrics. Greta and her bandmates are breathing new life into her music, and having an awfully good time doing it. ... more

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